well...I have pretty much spent the majority of my day "fixing up" my page...and I am SO happy that I found "Shabby Blogs", fantastic stuff, and her blog is great too! what a wonderful waste of time this could turn out being!
...well...regardless of that, I am enjoying it. I am a melancholy, and seem to feel a release from being creative, but also from getting my thoughts written out. I quite often lecture my "thoughts" about how I am feeling to myself, but it never really stops plaguing me until I get it out somehow...(does anyone else experience that?)
...well...regardless of that, I am enjoying it. I am a melancholy, and seem to feel a release from being creative, but also from getting my thoughts written out. I quite often lecture my "thoughts" about how I am feeling to myself, but it never really stops plaguing me until I get it out somehow...(does anyone else experience that?)
well, I was able to get some creativity out through setting up my profile, and other than simply typing entries, I shouldn't be wasting too many more full days on here (until the seasons change and I find another irresistable layout...haha)
it was quite interesting reading through a few of the entries I moved over yesterday. I had forgotten about so much of what I had felt and experienced only about a year ago. and I was actually quite amazed and moved, all over again, after reading my first 3-4 and about everything God was doing. He is amazing. so pertinent right now. we seem to have little direction, other than following open doors...and there have been a few things that have come up lately that feel like lemon juice in an open wound. we are moving forward, taking what we learned over the last two (very eventful) years and pushing forward...but it's hard to completely shut off the "what if's". such as: IF things had stayed on course...we would be financially sound, we'd have health care, I would still be seeking medical direction for our conceiving attempts, and (something that hurts Mr. D right now) we would be on week one of his three week paid vacation (first real vacation) and heading to Oregon to go camping with the family and ride the dunes. but, as my dad reminds us frequently..."it is what it is"...can't change it.
well, D is snoring on the sofa and it's late...(and I've wasted a great deal of time on here already today)...so, that'll be it for now
Dude!!! I LOVE Shabby Blogs too - totally gave my blog a face lift the other night also :)
ReplyDelete:) ya i had an idea of the feel i wanted...and i loved EVERYTHING she has on there!
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